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| I haven't made a post for a while.
So, stuff's been moderate. I've been able to keep in touch with quite a few of my friends and keep my Gaia life intact.
I regret to inform whoever cares though, that I'm having trouble with
my friend, Matty. It seems I've said something to upset him. As much as
I'd like to make amends, though, I don't know how to talk to him.
In other news, my sister's cat is evil. She brought her home for summer break. She is SO cute! Which obviously means she's evil.
I've been on vacation for the last nine days. The first two days I
spent with dad, Heather, and Travis, who was sick with some stomach
flu. The next night, when we headed to Colorado, I got the flu and had
to sleep on an uncomfortable couch that made my back sore. Then we did
stuff. Nothing incredibly memorable. We went hiking on friday, though.
That was cool. (I stood in front of a waterfall!)
So, I'm here, after a day of being home. Bleh.
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| I've been pretty upset lately. I still am, but I think I'm learning to deal with it. Just a little.
My sister brought her cat to the house from college. Kitsu and Joey are
obsessed with the little dear. But it's a secret! Mom and Dad can't
know that Rory came!
I'm not testing this cycle. I just didn't apply myself enough this time
in Tae Kwon do and I don't think I'm ready to go through formal
testing. But I have felt like punching a good few people in the face.
*SIGHOFNERVOUSNESS*
Stuff going on that makes me nervous.
-I'm trying out for the school talent show tomorrow. (I'm singing Mr. Cellophane from Chicago.)
-We're doing playing test finals in Band. It scares me to play alone.
-Matty's coming in July. I have to go on a somewhat diet. Walk more.
Really, I have less to complain about than most people, but I feel so
gloomy lately. I can't tell you how many role-plays I've joined on Gaia
to compensate for my boredom. They're all good, of course, but I lose
interest after one day or someone leaves and doesn't come back and once
they come back, it's hard to pick it up again. I have stuck with a good
handful of role-plays that persist on staying alive. Those ones are
awesome.
Roight, so that's pretty much it... I still obsess over Liz's cousin, which is driving me mad. Must... chill... out...
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| Okay, I'm just sick of this.
All of my friends are way to hard on themselves and a lot of them have
thought of suicide. They're all depressed and putting themselves down.
Kitsy - That bastard'll get over it. He's no baby. In fact, he'll be just fine. Give him time.
Ellie - Please move in with Liz. I'm tired of you getting hurt all the time. If you get away from them, I think you'll feel better.
Bobby - You're no failure! DO NOT LISTEN TO YOUR DAD.
I know it doesn't seem like a lot of people are all that sad, but
because of the way they feel, I'm getting down and it's pissing me off.
I know problems can't be solved as easy as that, but it might be the
first step or something. All of you, please do something.
I'm sorry if I'm being hard on you or whatever. Also, to those I
forgot, come to me and I'll try and help. I just don't want to see you
all so sad.
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| Well, I'm making another post.
Contest was today. We did alright, but it wasn't up to the snooty
judges standards, so we got a two-minus. I guess they can't appreciate
the talent of the band as fully as we can. But whatever.
I'm now officially a member of the National Junior Honors Society. I
really think it's a waste of time. I don't care for the community and
I'm not very active. But it's going toward college, so whatever.
BLEEEHHHH!! I don't understand my homework, so I'm not going to do it.
I got some cool stuff in Las Cruces today, so I guess the day didn't
totally suck. Plus, I got to ride on a bus for an hour. Fun fun! 
I'm done.
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| Did I spell that right? Well, anyway, I'ma copy Kitsy and post my trip, so ha.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Left for Illinois and drove to Oklahoma city. Boring.
Monday, March 27, 2006
Went to Quincy before getting to Grandparent's house. Got books: Kingdom Hearts vol. 2 (manga), Sir Thursday, and Freeglader. Ate at Maid-Rite. Finished Drowned Wednesday.
Weather: Mostly Cloudy (Sprinkled at night.)
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Kingdom Hearts Two Release Date
Went to Quincy with mom and grandma. Went to Jo-Ann's Fabric store and got fabric for pants. (School project.) Went to Kohls and got striped gloves, (black and dark gray,) and read Sir Thursday.
Went back and bought following items at Hy-Vee:
Potato buds
1/2 lb Havarti Cheese
1/2 lb Turkey
Chicken
Toaster Pastries: Cherry
Strawberry Milk
Salad (Bag)
Rolls (Cressaunt)
Went to look at burned highschool. (Seriously burned. One whole building was completely set on fire.)
Weather: Cloudy, slight precipitation
Saw cats in the morning along with cows. Heard birds that sounded like water.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Had lunch with Uncle Kent. No problems. Helped clean up. Started a wuilkt but got upset and had a break down. Wondered around the yard for a while until I went over to Monica's house. Talked with Moni and her mother for a while. Played tag with her little triplet brothers and dog.
Weather: Cloudy with slight precipitation.
Finished Sir Thursday
Finished FreeGlader
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Worked on wuilt until around 1:00PM. Went to look at cats. Found six kittens. One cat seemed sick, so I told Grandpa. Cousin Nancy, her husband and her daughter came. Went to look at cats again before Dad took me to Quincy to find a cell phone signal. Got books and Kingdom Hearts II. Parents left for Plymoth.
Weather: Cloudy
Friday, March 31, 2006
Went to Plymoth with parents to get ready for rehearsal dinner. Decided the Bed and Breakfast was haunted. Made friends with this really friendly black cat before leaving. Ate and came back to old people's house.
Weather: Cloudy
Saturday, April 1, 2006 (April Fool's Day)
Despite the prankster's holiday, the wedding was no hoax. Made friends with more cats and the Bed and Breakfast before we went to Macomb around 2:30 (maybe 3:30) and went to the St. George Episcipalian (sp?) Church. Jaci and her now husband Todd got married and Dad sang off key. Waited for a long time outside for the newly weds to come out. (It was way to cold for me to be wearing the skirt I was wearing.)
Headed to the reception area and had dinner. Took family picutre. Left early for wardrobe issues.
Weather: Varying, Thunderstorms at night with a Tornado advisory to the East.
Sunday, April 2, 2006
Headed home. (About eleven hours of travelling. Once again, very boring.)
Monday, April 3, 2006
Headed the rest of the way home. Missed school but started the Kingdom Hearts II game.
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By the way, dudes, Kingdom Hearts II is awesome, and the wait was terrible. Now to focus on what happened earlier and later.
After testing for Blue Belt, I thought I wouldn't make it, so I got depressed, but I'm now proud to say that I made it and am to recieve my belt tonight. Today I was REALLY depressed because I kept on thinking about a few things.
1. I was really hungry.
2. I was frustrated.
3. I was beginning to become distant with my friends. (I still think I am, no matter what you say.)
4. I was ugly as hell.
Yep, that's what I was thinking about today. Even though that was so, I still made it through the day without breaking down too badly, though I did cry a bit in the library during lunch. Nothing to worry about. Just silly and over-dramatic.
I drew an awesome character named Sage and I'm planning on making him friends with one of Kitsy's characters, Liam, but only if she approves and if she ever gets on Gaia again. *Nod nod.*
I think that's it. Long post. Mucho awesome.
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